30 November 2010
Listening to ... Rihanna - Love the Way You Lie (feat. Eminem)
Kat: How can anyone be afraid of love?
Acheron: How can they not? When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them.
You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt.
You literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul.
And when they do strike, it’s crippling - like having your heart carved out.
It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them.
What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you?
To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?
Kat: How can anyone be afraid of love?
Acheron: How can they not? When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them.
You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt.
You literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul.
And when they do strike, it’s crippling - like having your heart carved out.
It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them.
What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you?
To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?
3:27 PM
21 November 2010
Listening to ... 浜崎あゆみ - Ballad
I wanna blog about something.. But I don't know where to begin..
Countless times I felt like that. Can't put my feelings into words, can't express it in any way.
For the past month, I've visited SPCA on a weekly basis. My furry darlings never fail to help me find myself again. Sometimes the best way to find out who you are, is to get to that place where you don't have to be anything else.
I wanna blog about something.. But I don't know where to begin..
Countless times I felt like that. Can't put my feelings into words, can't express it in any way.
For the past month, I've visited SPCA on a weekly basis. My furry darlings never fail to help me find myself again. Sometimes the best way to find out who you are, is to get to that place where you don't have to be anything else.
I’m gonna keep trying
Getting denied just makes me want it more
I’ll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can’t live my life always worried about what if
Cause what if I die tomorrow?
Then I never even lived
4:47 PM
19 October 2010
Listening to ... Eminem - Love the Way You Lie (feat. Rihanna)
It was a great weekend at Genting, though my trip had to be cut short due to unforseen circumstances. Nevertheless, I had lotsa fun with Elle!
We chose Grassland's package and upgraded our coach ride to Super VIP (20-seater). Gosh~ It was so spacious, with an individual entertainment unit and reading light. The seat reclines to the most comfortable angle (almost 180degrees), we both slept like babies all the way to Genting =X
Didn't bring my camera along for this trip, so all pics in this post taken using my iPhone4 =) Still acceptable la.... Hehe.
It was a great weekend at Genting, though my trip had to be cut short due to unforseen circumstances. Nevertheless, I had lotsa fun with Elle!
We chose Grassland's package and upgraded our coach ride to Super VIP (20-seater). Gosh~ It was so spacious, with an individual entertainment unit and reading light. The seat reclines to the most comfortable angle (almost 180degrees), we both slept like babies all the way to Genting =X
Didn't bring my camera along for this trip, so all pics in this post taken using my iPhone4 =) Still acceptable la.... Hehe.
Left on the night of the F1 race =)
Towels were given to us to use as blankets. It wasn't thick enough for me to shield myself from the freaking COLD aircon >.< It was colder than Genting... -__-"
By the time I woke up, we have already reached Genting. Super foggy night..
The only activity there is to do is camp out at the casino till morning when the shops open. I was pretty stoned by then. Played some slots.. no win, no lose.. Finally gave up and went to have breakfast at Old Town.
Morning mist~ Temperature was at 14/15 degrees. *Brrr~*
Sat outdoors .. Enjoying my hot bowl of soup noodles in the cold weather is pure shiokness!
No matter how cold the weather gets, I MUST HAVE BASKIN ROBBINS!
Baskin~ baskin~ baskinnnn~
New games - Cooking Mama! No idea how to play.. Maybe it's touch screen too?
After about 5 hours of waiting and stoning, we finally got our room!
They changed their room key card designs. Looks classier now but somehow I prefer the old designs. More pictures to look at =X
Took a quick nap to re-charge before heading off to the mushroom farm! We finally found it after so many trips to Genting =X Didn't know it was so nearby! Lol~
~Overview of the farm~
Walking there takes about 10-15mins from the bus terminal. The trip back took us 30mins coz of the long climb up the slope =X
Welcome to the mushroom farm!
Felt a bit cheated, coz I was expecting something else.. like fields of mushrooms or some sort like that..
In the end it was just like that...
-__________-" I guess I was expecting too much =X
Our first reaction was, "Where's all the mushrooms??!"
And we spotted the signboard - "Lingzhi"
Oohhhh~ there's the mushrooms, individually packed. But but but... Is LINGZHI considered a type of mushroom?!
More shrooms!
This is Monkey Head Mushroom 猴头菇
Looks more like monkey brain to me. Lol~
More information on the mushroom farm~
Veggies on sale!
Enough of shrooms.... something else caught our attention....
DOGGIES!!!
There's a kennel located just within the mushroom farm premises. Not sure if the dogs are for sale but we ventured in to play!
That's what we call the "~Bleahhhh~" look. LoL!
German shepherd puppies basking out in the sun after a bath =)
Saw this guy playing fetch with a goldie. The german shepherd couldn't be bothered to play. Haha~
I love to hug this big boy! He's so gentle and doesn't mind all the hugs/massages we gave him =)
Goldie~~~!!~! Pretty petite for a goldie, she's a very playful girl.
Aaaawwww~ look at those puppy eyes~~~~ *melts*
The place had about 6-7 german shepherds, excluding these 3 little pups.
The goldie and this little guy here were the odd ones out.
I dropped the string in for him to play. Lol~ So cute I almost wanted to smuggle it home =X
Some of the outdoor decors..
Erm.. would you call this a Tor-Gan? or Dra-toise? Sounds ridiculous either way. Hahaha~
The biggest tortoise in front actually stretched out all 4 legs when we pointed our cameras at them. What a pose! Haha!
All facing one direction, smelling each other's asses. What's so nice about the view in that direction?
Back to the hotel!
All in all, it was a great trip! I want to go back there againnnnn~ and go crazy at the theme park!
11:53 AM
04 October 2010
Listening to 浜崎あゆみ - Sweet Season
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I finally found the best tom yum soup in town! When I say best, it's based on my standards (which can be weird to some ppl at times =X )
Long queue! Can spot Pornsak in white inside the shop (facing a taller guy in black)? Hehehe. He's indeed very friendly in person ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
It's best to call and make reservations before going down. If not be prepared to join a long waiting list...
And now, FOOD!
First up, Mama Pad Kee Mao~
Each meal should consist of veggies...
Next we ordered one of Porn's signature dishes - Stuffed chicken wings.
I suppose the inside is stuffed with chicken? Couldn't really tell =X I like the fact that it's boneless though (^з^)-☆
Every thai meal is not complete without TOM YUM!!!!
We had the hot pot seafood tom yum. It's more on the sour side.. And it's... wait for it.........
Tummy disagreed with me immediately after the meal.. I had to take Chinese med 2 nights in a row (think there's more to come).. But it's totally worth it! I want more more more tom yummmm! (⌒▽⌒)
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I finally found the best tom yum soup in town! When I say best, it's based on my standards (which can be weird to some ppl at times =X )
Dinner at Porn's - Pornsak's new thai restaurant! The elephant butt is so damn cute (⌒▽⌒)
Long queue! Can spot Pornsak in white inside the shop (facing a taller guy in black)? Hehehe. He's indeed very friendly in person ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
It's best to call and make reservations before going down. If not be prepared to join a long waiting list...
And now, FOOD!
Sneak peak of the menu. The dishes are not that pricey~
First up, Mama Pad Kee Mao~
It's a little on the spicy side but you may request it to be less spicy (^O^)／
Each meal should consist of veggies...
KANG KONG! One of my fave veggies~ ♥
Next we ordered one of Porn's signature dishes - Stuffed chicken wings.
I suppose the inside is stuffed with chicken? Couldn't really tell =X I like the fact that it's boneless though (^з^)-☆
Every thai meal is not complete without TOM YUM!!!!
We had the hot pot seafood tom yum. It's more on the sour side.. And it's... wait for it.........
AWESOME!!!
Tummy disagreed with me immediately after the meal.. I had to take Chinese med 2 nights in a row (think there's more to come).. But it's totally worth it! I want more more more tom yummmm! (⌒▽⌒)
☆★ blogged from iPhone ★☆
10:29 PM
01 October 2010
Read this quote a million times: If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.
Is it possible to let go of something that was never yours to begin with?
Is it possible to let go of something that was never yours to begin with?
7:20 PM
22 September 2010
I need to get things out of my head. It's eating me alive from inside..
Can't concentrate at work.. Neither can I do anything right.
I thought the more time I spend alone will help clear my cloudy mind, but it's just making my thoughts go in circles.. Generating even more question marks in the process.
Sigh. It's hard to lay out my thoughts in words..
There's a lot of why, what if, would it, could it.. ? ? ? ? ?
Fact of the matter is, I brought this upon myself.. I have to face it alone.
No matter what, I will survive.
Shall continue swimming in my sea of question marks till I find a way out =\
☆★ blogged from iPhone ★☆
Can't concentrate at work.. Neither can I do anything right.
I thought the more time I spend alone will help clear my cloudy mind, but it's just making my thoughts go in circles.. Generating even more question marks in the process.
Sigh. It's hard to lay out my thoughts in words..
There's a lot of why, what if, would it, could it.. ? ? ? ? ?
Fact of the matter is, I brought this upon myself.. I have to face it alone.
No matter what, I will survive.
Shall continue swimming in my sea of question marks till I find a way out =\
☆★ blogged from iPhone ★☆
10:50 PM
21 September 2010
Listening to 浜崎あゆみ - MOON
Found my fave quote from Meet Joe Black. It's an old movie, back when I was a fan of Brad Pitt. Gawd~ he was so HOT in that movie!
♥~Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with?
Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart.
I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try.
Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.~♥
☆★ blogged from iPhone ★☆
Found my fave quote from Meet Joe Black. It's an old movie, back when I was a fan of Brad Pitt. Gawd~ he was so HOT in that movie!
♥~Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with?
Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart.
I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try.
Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.~♥
☆★ blogged from iPhone ★☆
7:51 PM
Listening to 浜崎あゆみ - meaning of LOVE (acoustic piano version)
It's about time I brought my blog back to life.. And also about time I came out of the shell and break the news..
I've made the painful decision of ending my marriage. There was hurt physically and emotionally. Though the physical wounds have healed, the emotional ones live on inside. I know it takes time... But... Sigh... Too many thoughts.. Too little words..
It's amazing how I've been coping so well. With the help of my lovelies, of course. Without them I would have just collapsed and fade away. The trip to KL with 2 lovelies was superb. Coming weekend I'll be scooting off to genting with another lovely. Can't wait!!!
When I'm back and recharged, it's time to submerge myself in work. がんばって～!!!!
♪〜But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"〜♪
I love the way you lie.. ♥
☆★ blogged from iPhone ★☆
It's about time I brought my blog back to life.. And also about time I came out of the shell and break the news..
I've made the painful decision of ending my marriage. There was hurt physically and emotionally. Though the physical wounds have healed, the emotional ones live on inside. I know it takes time... But... Sigh... Too many thoughts.. Too little words..
It's amazing how I've been coping so well. With the help of my lovelies, of course. Without them I would have just collapsed and fade away. The trip to KL with 2 lovelies was superb. Coming weekend I'll be scooting off to genting with another lovely. Can't wait!!!
When I'm back and recharged, it's time to submerge myself in work. がんばって～!!!!
♪〜But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"〜♪
I love the way you lie.. ♥
☆★ blogged from iPhone ★☆
9:19 AM
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